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korang tau tak perasaan bila korang susah payah setelkan sumthing. tp bila dah setelkan n bile dah ade closure. korang tanak ade closure tu. korang rasa nyesal. korang tanak ianye berakhir. ya allah. itulah yg aku rasa sekarang. tp aku sendri yg minta dan sewajarnya aku kenalah suke sbb aku dpt ape yg aku nak. aku dh pk byk kali. tp dah tadek jalan keluar mmg dah smp epilog dan aku tak boleh lah nak biarkan drama nie berpanjangan lagi. nak tak nak aku kena bagi laluan pada 'closing credit' dan wayang melabuhkan tirai. >_<

Ultimate Competition

I wonder how do others feel when someone who is at the same age is much more than successful than you are. Yes, they deserve it because of their hard work, but I bet that you will be asking yourself why you also worked hard, but at the end you are still at that place. Eventually at age of 29 going 30 soon, I had stopped trying to figure out why and what if. I just realised (hopefully it is not too late) that pursue of money, power and love is never-ending and more is never enough. I thought that if I can’t compete on that, why not I just compete for a place in Jannah? It is not ruthless, no oppression, foc, costless and comes with unlimited goodies bag kind of competition.

keja mcm nak mati

org kate ni cuma perumpamaan. tp kalo nak mengumpamakan situasi anda dgn phrase nie pun, silela pk 100 kali, adekah situasi anda sesuai digunakan perumpaan ini. 

Perumpamaan "keja mcm nak mati" nie,  adekah sesuai digunakan bagi pekerja yg :-

- hampir 90% hari kerjanya dlm setahun tidak perlu stayback ke lewat malam

- ade waktu kerja yang tetao

- tidak perlu dtg bekerja pada hujung minggu

- yg masih ade masa utk bertwitter, update facebook, whassap segala pada waktu ofis hour

- yg benda paling berat penah diangkat pun adalah satu rim kertas A4, itu pun bukan tiap2 hari

kalo tanye aku tentula tak sesuai. dan aku tak nafikan aku pun selalu guna terms nie walhal aku pun dua kali lima gak. agaknye, mungkin sbb aku rasa kurang ikhlas masa buat keja menyebabkan lancang je mulut aku melontarkan ayat2 macam nie kekadang. Yelah kan, bile tak IKHLAS, kite akan mula BERKIRA. bila mula BERKIRA, kita akan LUPA betapa bertuahnya kita masih ade kerja, boleh beli barang yg kita suka dan mcm2 laa lagi. yg kita INGAT nape tahun nie keja lg byk, tp appreciationnye kurang dr tahun lepas.

dan aku guarantee laa 3-4 bulan lepas kita dpt token penghargaan atas kerja kita tu, mesti kita akan kembali mengomplen dan mengira2. So, daripada kite sibuk mengira, baik belajar cara  mengikhlaskan diri masa bekerja. camne? owh, korang gaji besar, mesti buah pikiran pun besar gak kan~ ;p

p/s: ikhlas mase wat collection mase bulan nak posa n raya jek..hihihi

Seoul Trip @ September 2012

Me n office colleague had bought tickets to Seoul this September. From 15/9 - 21/9 (just have to take 4 days leave). So, if any of you interested to join us, please buy the ticket first n maybe we could meet up n explore Seoul together! Exclusive of flight tickets n shopping, estimated budget is RM800 - RM1,000 (RM450 for accomodation + RM130 for theme park entrance fee)

Planned itineraries:

15/9 - Explore the Palace via Seoul City Bus (Changing Guard Ceremony, Wedding)

        - N Seoul Tower & Teddy Bear Museum at nite

16/9 - Hanok Village, Itaewon, Cycle at Han River, Seoul Night Tour

17/9 - Nami Island (Winter Sonata), Coffee Prince shop 

18/9 - Everland (Halloween Festival)

19/9 - Full House location, Seoul Drum Festival (TBC), Hanseong Baekje Cultural Festival

20/9 - Shopping @ Insadong, Myeondong, Dongdaemun

21/9 - Shopping @ Namdaemun

Am considering to overnight at Busan, see how first.

being jealous

found out that mr.x will be going to seoul this june. with the officemate (single female incl.). i was a bit concern till the extend i think i have to follow him. but..first shud i be concern till that extend? i dont even know who am i to him. second, i already bought a ticket to seoul this september, so do i have to spend more just for the sake of being able to tail him around the seoul? till last friday, i think i should do that. n i ought to be concern.

but, sumthing happened last week. n it is a wake up call for me.  i learned is that. if he is not for me. nothing will change that. so, no need to spend that money for sumthing trivial like this. no need!!