My Headache

yesterday..i reached home..at about 8.30 pm..after doing my so called "stress reducer" routine (which is consist of eating..n praying) i went to sleep..hurm..actually got a headache..maybe..i'd think too much..hahahah..eventually one of my fren..reminded me about my habits..selalu tuang keja..but tak penah kantoi..but somehow..others yg masuk lambat..ade yg alert pasal nie..hurmm..aku pun dok pk..pasal benda nie..kat mane yg silap?? ..maybe org tak puas ati sbb aku wat jahat tp tak kena..tp org yg wat salah skit plak yg kena..aku minta maaf sgt2..kalo korang rase perbuatan aku tu teruk..mmg laa alasan aku tak munasabah..but somehow..there were times..yg aku mmg lebih ske tadek kat ofis..spend mase duk kat umah..cthnye..kalo aku tgh tadek mood sgt2..kalo aku bengang ngan sesape kat ofis ke..or mmg tadek keja langsung..n lain2 tu malas..nway..aku peninglaa nak ikut demand sume org..sampai rumah awal salah..sampai lambat pun salah..sampai ofis awal salah..sampai lambat pun salah..bile dipk kan balik..tak kirelaa bape ribu tan..kite wat baik kat org..kalo kite wat silap skit pun dah cukup..nak buat sume org lupe yg kite nie bukannye teruk sgt..byk kali gak..kalo ade mende pape or ade org nak cari..n aku takut aku tak sempat sampai..aku naik teksi..abis gak laa rm6..tp tak kisahlaa asalkan sume org puas ati..aku penah gak tepk..penah gak rase tak puas ati..nape aku leh sampai awal..tp diorg yg ade ayah yg boleh antakan..tak boleh wat camtu?? ntahlaaa..malas nak pk..takdir masing2..tp mmg aku ngaku..ade suatu masa tu..bile aku tgh tunggu bas esp..kalo balik mlm..aku selalu pk alangkah bahgianye..kalo aku boleh call ayah aku..suh dtg amik aku..mcm rina..mcm dana..mcm sani..but the real thing..i can't..somehow..aku bersyukur..coz..diberi peluang utk rase sume benda camnie..takpelaa kalo aku tak puas ati..as long org sekeliling aku puas ati n hepi..nway..to my frens..thanx alot coz tego aku..maybe i seemed to reject all those comments..but i'm not..part of me hate it n aku selalu pk korang tak hargai aku..but somehow there's always another part of me..saying that..they did this because they love you..so hopefully my another part is telling me the truth...