sumone got married last week

what a year..first my so called pet brother kawin..n then..the one that I care sooo much..also got married..though I thought that I’d already cleaned him up from my system..but then I could not help it..the week b4 he got married..i was having a hard time to concentrate on the exam..to constrain myself from crying…still I cant stop the tears..why it is sooo hard to love somebody…and to let him go…