Friday, September 28, 2012
korang tau tak perasaan bila korang susah payah setelkan sumthing. tp bila dah setelkan n bile dah ade closure. korang tanak ade closure tu. korang rasa nyesal. korang tanak ianye berakhir. ya allah. itulah yg aku rasa sekarang. tp aku sendri yg minta dan sewajarnya aku kenalah suke sbb aku dpt ape yg aku nak. aku dh pk byk kali. tp dah tadek jalan keluar mmg dah smp epilog dan aku tak boleh lah nak biarkan drama nie berpanjangan lagi. nak tak nak aku kena bagi laluan pada 'closing credit' dan wayang melabuhkan tirai. >_<
I wonder how do others feel when someone who is at the same age is much more than successful than you are. Yes, they deserve it because of their hard work, but I bet that you will be asking yourself why you also worked hard, but at the end you are still at that place. Eventually at age of 29 going 30 soon, I had stopped trying to figure out why and what if. I just realised (hopefully it is not too late) that pursue of money, power and love is never-ending and more is never enough. I thought that if I can’t compete on that, why not I just compete for a place in Jannah? It is not ruthless, no oppression, foc, costless and comes with unlimited goodies bag kind of competition.