just the right time

Life is about progressing. So when you feel that you had stop or being stopped from progressing, the next best thing to do is to make changes. But then, to find the turning point is not as simple as ABC. You have to think carefully. Where you got it wrong and how to make it right. For me, after did some thinking and planning, I’ve finally made up my mind and handed in the ‘letter’. Though having mixed feeling, but frankly speaking, I felt relieved, seems like the entire burden on the shoulder suddenly gone. Many of my friends questioning my act, and yet most of them also understand why I decided to do so. Gals, you’re still new with this so I think though it was damn hard for you all to swallow it, you have to as too early to give up. Me on the other hand, I got blocked by somebody and I doubt that I could still act professional if I ever got the chance to work with him/her again. Plus my heart wasn’t there anymore. And plus, it getting worse each day. However, though I decided to hand in the letter, but it doesn’t mean that I’d stopped from pursuing the paper. As I’d already spent lots of time, money for that paper, might as well I try to finish it. So, am looking forward to be full time house wife next two months.

mY Best Fren wEddinG Pt 01

Last 070707, Rina and Azhar had ventured into a new journey called ‘Marriage’. Being one of the witnesses of their long love story, I was grateful as finally they had tied the knot. It all started with the IRC and extended by lots of breakfast, lunch, dinner and dates and also not to forget love and IT stuff and all of it had been neatly concluded by the solemnization ceremony at the Masjid. Felt a bit guilty for unable to be there as I’d have to attend another wedding ceremony on that same day (Tarikh cantik org kata). But managed to catch up the ‘Malam Berinai’extended by lots of breakfast, lunch, dinner and dates and also not to forget love and IT stuff and all of it had been neatly concluded by the solemnization ceremony at the Masjid. Felt a bit guilty for unable to be there as I’d have to attend another wedding ceremony on that same day (Tarikh cantik org kata). But managed to catch up the ‘Malam Berinai’. The couple looked sweet in the red songket suits. Had a nice time posing as the photographer from CS was there too.

Late at night me and Rina was busy with selecting songs to be played during the ‘Sanding’ tomorrow. As usual, oldies had always been the best rendition for weddings, sweet and romantic. The next day, Rina having this ‘Majlis Khatam Quran’. She’s wearing all white modern baju kurung courtesy from the Mak Andam. By the end of the ceremony she was feeling exhausted already. Maybe because the day itself was quite hot. Soon, the brides and the bridesmaid started to get ready. Rina looked radiant and beautiful in the maroon songket with gold bunga tabor. While Azhar looked handsome in the maroon songket too. Eventually, Rina and I was quite worried as it had been so hot and we wondered how we gonna survived the afternoon. However, not too long after that, the rain started to pour in like it doesn’t want to stop. Felt a bit relieved and grateful. The sanding ceremony went on well and I was quite surprised that few of our friends even tepong tawar me with the hopes that I’ll be the next one to be on the pelamin. Be patient gals..the time will come. Just keep on waiting. Back to the Rina’s wedding, after the ceremony ends, she and the husband had sent me back to home with 3 paper bag packed with goodies; lotions, chocolates, cakes, bunga telur, and of course the delicious leftover of lauk kenduri (I love the asam pedas so much!!) Thanx Rina and Azhar. Anyway..good luck and have fun!!

p/s: to be continue..with additional graphics.

Gol n GinCu

The 2nd season is on aired now. Catch it on 8tv at 10pm every Sunday. I really loved the 1st season and I’m expecting the 2nd season it should be more interesting and juicy with lots of new interesting topics to be discussed. Though, it was just a drama series, it did have something to offer to the audience; social issues, humanitarian, on relationship and others. Anyway, my younger sister still think that the drama was a bit heavy for the teenagers especially her. Maybe a bit heavy but beneficial enough to help you to improve your English, lil sis!

cinTa

Jika ditanya tentang cinta
Macam macamlah jawapannya
Ada cinta yang bawa ceria
Ada cinta sanggup merana

Sanggup berkorban apa saja
Hilang kawan
Hilang keluarga
Lebih baik cinta pada yang esa

Hidup ini penuh pancaroba
Kiri kanan masalah saja
Janganlah derita kerna cinta
Kerana cinta bahagia

(Korus)
Kalau benar cinta itu buta
Siapakah jadi mangsanya
Kalau cinta itu cinta setia
Nangis ketawa sama hahaha

Kalau kita boleh beli cinta
Berapa pula harganya
Alangkah indah kita dicinta
Kerna hidup kita lebih bahagia

something romantic from indonesia..

Acha n Irwansyah – Ada Cinta

ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yg ku nantikan
sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
mendengar bisikmu

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

reff:
mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
padahal ia ada
dalam rinai hujan
dalam terang bulan
juga dalam sedu sedan

mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
padahal ia terasa
dalam rindu dendam
hening malam
cinta terasa ada

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

repeat reff

melancholy..

>> this week..i’m a bit demotivated..feeling melancholy..soo..bile tgh rase tak best camnie..leh layan lagu camni jelaa..

Kaer - Izinkanku Pergi

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku
Pergilah sayangku
Bangunlah semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Oooohhh… Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Maafkan daku
Duhai kasih
Izinkan ku pergi

Renovation

Dear all,

Currently, my mum tgh sibuk nak merenovate umah..almaklumlah somebody is getting married..soo..for that purposes, my mum asked me to find anybody who can sketched/suggested her the new layout for the renovation..manelah tau..ade bakal2 arkitek muda nak cube bakat..heheh..soo..interested??

 

 

 

 

Lesson learnt No. 4

A lesson that I’ve should have practice long2 time ago..but due to my ‘kedegilan’..i’d just ignore it..

Eventually, last April I’d been attacked by this flu+fever virus..might be due to the aircond at the client’s place..due to tight deadline of the assignment..i didn’t have the time to go to the clinic and end up just took panadols and vitamin C..it works..after one week..all the symptoms gone. Later, just before my study leave started (in May), the same thing striked again..but this time..it is worse than the first time..sooo..as I was on leave..this time around, I got the chance to go to the clinic..got myself tones of ‘ubat2an’..Soon...i recovered from the flu+fever..and started to forget to finish up the antibiotics..and now…I’m beginning to receive hints from my body..that the thing will strike again…hurmmm..serves me right laa kan?? Sape suh tak abiskan ubat??

Lesson learnt: Always finished up your antibiotics..