Totally Confused

today..woke up much more earlier than yesterday..hoping that i could reach the office earlier than yesterday..hurmm..it's not bcoz of i need to submit things..but just wanna make sure that today is much more better than yesterday..though it is an obligation to reach the office before 9..somehow..nowadays..i hardly could fulfill this..malas?? yes..de-motivated..pun ye jugak..hurmm..rasenye kebelakangan nie..aku byk termenung..daydreaming..dunno what's going on my mind..i wish that this internship period will end asap..rase cam nak explode..heheh..tambahan plak..i'll keep thinking about my best fren..him?? what the heck..hei nadia..wake up!! it's just a bad dream..u're supposed to forget it..ha ha ha..like i could do so..:P..nway..might be wondering..what had actually happen..well..all that i know..it happened sooo fast..within the light speed..he likes this girl..his fren likes her too..my besfren let his fren to have her..we get to know each other(n eventually..i fall for him)..then..after about 3 years, they had been together..they broke up..must be bcoz of she realized that she can't be with him anymore..n then..now..that girl and my bestfren were going out together..thanx a lott...wonder how she can have everything that she wants..n i'm the one who had to do all the faking laugh when i heard this from him..this is sooo unfair!! hurm..but somehow..i managed to smile later..a really sincere smile..but my mind still confused..wondering..n usually..it will end up with this conclusion..though i love someone..doesn't mean..we'll be together..if we ever be together..that things..is called 'jodoh'..:P..frankly speaking..i dunno whether am i that brave enough till i didn't drop even a tears..bcoz..i used to think that..only people who brave enough..will cry..as it took a lot of courage to express the emotions..n people who not cry..were actually trying to show that they're brave even they realize that they dun have the courage to express it..waaa..sooo called drama!!

Intolerant Rudeness

semalam..aku balik awal..ermm..sbbnye mak aku jd pegawai bertugas..n..that's mean she would have to stay until 6.30 pm..hurmm..kalo dah kuar 6.30 ptg..konfemlaa..sampai umah..dekat 8.30 mlm..so..nak tak nak kena arr balik awal..mmglaa ske..sbb dpt kuar awal..tp masalahnye..rase tak sedap ati laa plak..keja bukannye tadek..banyak gak..then..mengenangkan..my sis kat umah tu..nanti kebuluran..kesian laa plak..so..redah je arr..sesampai jek kat cm..aku tapau nasi beriani 3 bungkus ngan kari ikan..hurm..mak aiii..punyelaa mahal aku kena..rm21.50..mmglaaa mamak nie dasar cekik darah..dahlaa nasi beriani tu..kosong je..nasib baik aku suh tambah ayam goreng..issh..sabar jelaa..then..aku sempat arr beli cleo baru..eh..dpt sample lipstik (maybelline metal forever)..cantik gak arr warne lipstik tu..then..aku tunggu arr bas tu..lame laa jugak..setengah jam pas tu..baru bas tu sampai..ermm..mmg aku terpaksa laa berasak2..sbb ramai sgt nak naik bas tu..org balik keja..n budak2 sekolah..nasib baik aku dpt tempat duduk..elok2 jek bas tu jln..ujan turun..lebat plak tu..then..nie laa part yg paling aku bengang..driver bas tu..mmg dah lame aku perasan..mmg menyakitkan ati..ari nie..die wat hal lagi..first..bas tu dah penuh gile..n then..die bg agi org naik..itu ok lagilaa sbb salah org yg naik laa..sbb dah penuh pun nak naik agi..bas pun salah jugak..sesedap ati die jek..nak sampai kul bape..nak sampai bape byk bas ke..ade laa one guy nie..die dah basah kuyup..n die naik n berdiri betul2 depan pintu bas..pastu bile die dah sampai..die nak turun..adeke patut driver tu suh die turun ikut pintu belakang jugak?? ..dahlah dah basah..pastu bas tu penuh gile..isk..mamat tu pun nak tak nak..terpakse arr..sbb drebar tu taknak gak bukak pintu depan..pastu..ade gak byk kali..org tak abis turun agi..die dah gerak..kalo..org tu kakinye due2 kat dlm bas agi..tadek arr efek..nie..satu hampir nak pijak tanah..satu agi kat tangga bas agi..nak bunuh org ke ape??..then..ade satu tempat nie..ramai gak arr org turun..skali tu die nampak ade minah nie naik ikut belakang..then..die panggil arr..pastu die suh minah tu turun balik..naik ikut depan..dahlaa cakap dgn kuat..pastu..siap kate..membebel agi..aku pun tataulaa ape intention minah tu..kalolaa die tak bayar duit bas..mmg patutlaa die kene camtu..tp kalo die bayar..n ade sbb nape die naik ikut belakang..it's very embarassing..tp pk balik..maybe die marah kot sbb kalo die tak sedar ade org tgh naik..n tetibe die dah gerak..nanti minah tu jatuh..yg nie..wallahualam laa..tp nape perlu cakap dengan kuat??? now..aku plak nak turun..aku tekan arr loceng..mase aku nak turun tu..ade agi sorang yg turun kat situ gak..die turun dulu..pastu baru aku..yg aku marah..aku belum betul2 turun..bas tu dah gerak..isskkkk..ini dah lebey nie..sempat arr aku hafal plet bus tu..mmg nak kena lapor kat LPKP nie...hurrmm..aku pelik tul..kalo sume driver camnie..lain laa cite..nie..aku tgk ok je..tah pape tah...

Aku dan Televisyen..

Cerite2 yg aku ske tgk n tak pnah miss sehingga ke ari nie:

1. CSI Miami
2. Gilmore Girls
3. Jake 2.0
4. Shincan
5. Snow Angel
6. The O.C
7. American Next Top Model
8. Angelic Layer
9. BraceFace
10. No.8 Pawn Shop

Cerite2 yg aku ske tgk n selalu aku miss:

1. Maya Mira
2. My Wife n Kids
3. Everybody Loves Raymond
4. The Education of Max Bickford
5. Alias
6. Charmed
7. Samarinda
8. Chibi Maruko
9. Iron Chef
10. Ed

Hehe..saje2 je..nak bgtau korang cite ape yg aku ske..

Aktiviti Gotong Royong di bilikku

Perrghh..semalam aku tuang keja..sbb utamanye..bilik dah mcm tongkang pecah yg dah nak hampir karam..miaahaha..mane taknye..bz sangat sampai tadek mase nak kemas bilik..n kebetulan plak..skang tgh musim summer kat mesia..so..hampir setiap ketika aku ngan adik2 aku..memerap dlm bilik aku sambil menonton tv..maupun..mendengar radio..study..borak2..main monopoly..hahah..sbbnye..bilik tu berpenghawa dingin..heheh..takpelaa..aku kan kakak mithali..nak tak nak..terpakse laa berkorban utk cuti keja..semate2 utk memulihkan kembali keadaan huru hara tu..somehow..tak abis kemas pun..heh..aku tergoda nak sambung main the sim..ngan beach life..biarlaa kalo bf adik aku kutuk..tp aku tak peduli..aku ttp akan main game tu..sampai bile2..

Wahoo..penatnyerr !!

Today..pegi lunch kat PBD aka Pusat Bandar Damansara..itupun..setelah dana, rina yakin yg diorg nak bertukar selera kejap..n sanggup tunggu bas..luckily..tak tunggu lame pun..sampai jek kat sane..agak t'kejutlaa..tgk suasana kat situ..rupe2nye inilah keadaanye kalo ari jumaat..agak meriah..n byk kedai2 kecik cam baazar kat situ..huh..pitih plak tadek..kalo ade mau jugak angkat sepasang baju kurung..murah maaa..40 hinggit jek..haha..then..kitorg makan western ari nie..ina lamb chop..dana..fish n chip while me..chicken chop..not bad laa..though diorg tersilap buh kuah..harga?? ermm..aku kena charge 9.80..murah ke mahal tu?? aku pun tataulaa..pas abis makan..kami sambung jln2..n sempatlaa beli gule2 RM1 dpt 23biji..rina kalo boleh nak angkut sume Hi Sour..kehkehkeh..ermm..byk gak arr baju2 yg comel dan tak comel..kami komen..tp tadek satupun yg kami beli..ermm..later kami turun bukit pi jejantas..n then elok2 je turun jejantas..feeder bus lalu..mak aii..jauh jugaklaa jarak kami ngan bus stand tu..dahlaa ngan baju kurung..nak lari ke?? huhu..tp nak tak nak terpakselaa kami berlari2 anak tp still penuh kesopanan..sbbnye bas tu tunggu kami!! alahai..baik sungguh ati driver tu..miahahah..yela..maunye nak kena tunggu lg 30 minit utk the next bus..hahhaa..mmg semputlaaa..rasenye cam byk gar arr kalori lunch td terbakar..hahaha..papepun..puas ati arr..next week pegi lagi kot..but hopefully dana tak terlupe nak bawak digicam die skali..hehe..

Always like that..huh?

Last nite..feeling like i was sleeping at the north pole..it wass soooo cold..hahah..actually..tertido betul2 dekat arah air cond..remote air cond plak tah kemana-mana..huh..sampai menggigil tu..later..in the morning..tgk living room penuh ngan member2 adik..iskkk..geram betullaah..dgn merokok laa..berbau satu umah ngan asap rokok..tp kalo nak marah pun..rasenye memburukkan lg keadaan..so..lantak ko laa..then..sesampai jek ofis..actually, nak pegi breakfast..skali tu..after login ym..nampak rafy is available..hurm..actually..he is my new fren..but tak penah ade peluang nak borak2 agi>>bz maaa..pastu..ingat nak borak kejap..alih2..sampai terlupe yg diri sendri nak pegi breakfast..hehe..mmg camtu kot..kalo dah start borak..sampai lupe perut yg tgh berkeroncong..hahahah

I am what I meant to be...

Finally..ere i am..with my brand new blog..hehe..b4 this mmg dah penah ade..but somehow..rase cam yg dulu punye tak besst..so i've decided to create another blog..nway..byk agi mende yg lacking..chatbox..link2 kroni2..n link2 yg lain2..byk sungguh link2..papepun..to all my frennss..feel free to put ur comment..n do expect to read many merapu things in my blog next time..baii..