weekly review

heh..dah lame tak mengemaskini blog nih..jadual agak penuh..ade aje benda nak kena submit lately..esp esemen yg tak terancang..tetibe jek ade..n tetibe plak..esemen yg dah bg sebulan yg lepas..date due nye kena minggu nih..aisey..weng sebentar aku dikerjakan keja2 akademik nih..

hurmm..recently..penah bace sumwhere..org mempersoalkan ttg org yg addict ngan blog nih..their issue >>> though noting special happen pun nak cerite jugak..heh..come to think..the statement is neither wrong or correct..ur blog is ur own space..so..control is in ur hand..ade yg ske jot down tetiap ari..ade yg ske tulih mende only when sumthing happen..heh..unlike me..tak termasuk dlm mane2 kategori tuh..sbb blog nie hanye akan di apdet bile mood menulis n mengarang tu ade..ample time..n bile internet kat UTP nie cam stable skit..heh..cthnye macam skang..

pendekkan cite..biasalaa serba sedikit benda2 yg jd last week..

senin..ari yg best..coz class kul 9 kensel n lab kul 3 pun kensel..so..main aktiviti ari tu tidooo..heh..sbb asalkan wiken jek..tido punye time larii..

selasa..kelas from 10 to 5..heh sumhow..class kul 2 kansel..soo..menapak balik bilik..kul 4 pi AI..frame based system..bla bla bla..busan~

rabu..heh..ari yg dinanti2..ade test cf..nway bukanlaa aku yg menanti2kan ari nie..biasalaa last minit punye stadi..nak dpt ape?? sumhow..manage to answers all the question..heh..tere ke?? MCQ maa..the probability is 1/4..(cf = corporate finance)

kamis..woke up early..got appointment ngan mr amzairi..regarding our biz plan..ermm..then..sambung rutin harian..kelas..kelas..n mase AI..ade pop quiz..sgtlaaa..kuiz bukak buku..but then..after completing the quiz..my lecturer kate..sape tiru sebijik2 dlm buku..die potong 50%..aiyayay..macam mane ituu..mlm..ade test small biz entrepreneurship..a lil bit difficult for me..heh..tak stduy abis..my fault..tak manage time ngan betul..out of 100 percent..rasenye 70 je kot..heh..it's rainy day...

jumaat..yea2..tadek kelas pagi..pagi tuh..layan movie..n then..tgk card captor sakura..sgtlaa membuang masa pade pg jumaat itu..then..got an adjunct lecturer..kul 3 sampai 5..hoee..sakit kaki aku..duk atas tangga..but not fot long laa..coz tetibe lecture theatre yg penuh tu..menjadi kurang penuh..sbb ade yg ade test kul 5..so rilis awal laa..(nape aku rajin sgt pi tgk talk nie??)..heh..kena wat report pasal talk tuh..alahaiiii...mengapalaa esemen lecturer CPM nie pelik2?? pening2

sabtu..tido lambat tp terpakse bangun awal..ade outing ke BCB finance..utk projek SBE..ermm..tp still ttp lambat..heh..lembap..n mcm2 laa aku nie..ermm..actually rase weng je the whole morning tu..tido kul 4 bangun kul 7.15..dgn tak bekfasnyee..pening dan weng...heh..jumpe wakil bcb tuh kul 10.30..heh..kewl laa plak aku tgk si officer tuh..heh..name pun pelik..my first impression..cam exad exist..heh..lain plak jdnye tujuan jumpe die..afta that..gie yik foong..cari cd kosong..n rare item..gaming stuff..hair accessories..bla bla bla..amount spent there = rm 50..lunch kat mcD..outing yg sekejap tp puas + memenatkan..balik bilik..pengsan atas katil yg penuh baju tak berlipat dan nenota kelas..

sunday...another wiken yg aku bazirkan ngan gaming..n then..movie..n then anime..n then..gathering..wahoooo..tak sedar diri..ari selasa kena anta esemen RAD..ari jumaat kena anta esemen CPM..tp satu jek aku tak lupe..30th sept or 1st Oct..skoler ku masuk lagii...


macam tu je..ari2 aku berlalu..hurmm..dunno why..rase cam tak semangat je skang..rase bosan..rase hopeless..~

i've got a new crush !!

nway..just wanna share my xperience..heh..so called my "first love" xperience laa..hurmm..the truth is..till today never found one..most of my past love story..is much more like 'temporary temptation' story..hehe..meaning..first u're truly madly deeply in love with him...then..u've got the chance to be with him..n then u dump him or vice versa..n then..nothing happen..the only thing will happen ..the cycle starts again..hahahah..enough with that crap..what can i share ere?? my first crush..maybe??heh..my first crush was in standard 6 during that time..me?? standard 5..heh..kecik2 sudah pandai main cinta....fyi..we were not in the same school..not in the same neighbourhood..but..then how come i met him?? hurm..actually my school n his school sharing the same buildings..meaning each year..my school n his school will take turns to be in morning session..n mase tu..for that current year..his school was in the morning session, while i was in the evening session..heh..we not only sharing the school buildings..we also sharing the same class n the same table..hehehe..how do i know arr?? coz..during that time i was a prefect..n kebetulan plak..tiap2 hari..1 hour before our school session starts..kena jaga certain2 area..yelaa..dun want the evening session student interrupt the morning session..n then..one day..suddenly..this question popped out of my mind..heh..who sit at my place during the morning session?? so..the next day..dgn menggunakan kuasa prefect..i'd make few rounds at my class corridor..hehe..n guess what..org yg duk kat my sit tu perasan..mane tak perasan..hehe..dekat 7-8 kali..duk round situ..n mase my last round..that guy were looking outside..heh..n dot dot dot..yea!! mission accomplish..not only i know who sit at my place..n i also realized that..omg..he's damn cute...la la la..i like him..i like him..feelin' like sleeping on bed of roses..hehe..so..what's next?? becoz of that..suddenly i started to active in extra curiculum activities..so that i had more reason to be at school during morning..n eventually..one day..he talked to me..hurmm..talked?? no laaa..it was more to asked + giving advices..heh..die tanya..why i'm wearing tudung on and off..siap bg nasihat..better kalo pakai tudung..though i was a lil bit down + malu pun ade jugak..but still i rase hepi..sbb die sedar..i'm exist..hehe..feelin like floating in the air...balloons of heartshape flying..hehe..nway..that was the first time i talked to him..the second time i talked to him..it was actually the last meeting for us..heh..why?? ermm..actually it was the last day of the school session, which is also the last day for him too..a lil bit sad during that time..as i dun have the chance to meet him again after this..but sumhow..as i was making my final round at my class corridor in order to see him for the last time..he suddenly came out n called me using my full name..hey..wait a minute..when did i told him my name?? nvm..heh..tekejut gaklaa..xcited ade..nervous ade..so..i asked him..what did he want?? heh..guess what?? he wanted my phone number..dem~..dem~..sgt malangnyeee..sbb mase tu..belum pasang phone kat umah agi..he seemed a bit disappointed..but he told me it's ok...n then gave me sum study tips + ucapan perpisahan..n just like that..i lost my first crush..heh..skang nie..dunno where he is..bile pk2 balik..napelaa aku tak mintak no phone die..pelikkan ?? but now..dah tak rase papepun..n if we ever managed to meet again later..i dun think that there will be balloons of heartshape..or bed of roses...etc..anymore..what left for us now..is just the memories...

hehe..n as what i've typed..now..i've start another cycle..hehe..nway..who's my new crush?? hehe..samuel rizal..tak kenal?? mesti belum tgk Eiffel I'm in love..ermm this guy is another demn kewl guys with good potential in film industries..

panahan mata ???

my guess is..sure ade yg tertanye2..ape tu panahan mata?? ermm..rasenye pernah cite benda nie kat my frens..but saje nak ingatkan org lain..n utk my own memory refreshment..soo..i decided to paste a short story+articles about this matter..

" Kerjaya saya banyak membabitkan perjumpaan dengan orang, sesiapa sahaja tidak kira jantina, bangsa, pangkat dan kerja. Kali terakhir saya berjumpa dengan tauke perabot yang berasal dari Arab ini pada tahun 1997. Kesibukan kerja dan urusan peribadi membuatkan saya tidak lagi mengunjungi beliau. Namun baru-baru ini saya bertemu sekali lagi dengan beliau kerana tugas. Selepas saling berjawab salam, perkataan pertama yang diucap oleh beliau sewaktu melihat saya ialah "MasyaAllah.. semakin sihat badan awak ni,". Saya tersenyum sambil membalas, "Tuan pula semakin kacak dan segak,". Segera beliau menyampuk,"Ucapkan masyaAllah dulu, ucapkan masyaAllah dulu baru cakap perkataan tadi," Dalam keadaan terkejut saya pun mengulang perkataan tadi, " MasyaAllah, tuan semakin kaca dan segak sekarang," Mengekori beliau masuk ke kedai saya bertanya, "Mengapa saya perlu tambah perkataan MasyaAllah tadi?" Jawapannya ringkas," Elakkan panahan mata," Saya tidak puas hati lalu bertanya lagi,"Panahan mata apa? Saya tidak merenung pun mata tuan," Jawab beliau," Semua benda sama ada baik rupa atau buruk keadaan datang dari Allah. Kita pinjam je semua itu. Kerana itu kita perlu puji Allah kerana pemberiannya sama ada menyebut Subhanallah atau Masya Allah. Pernah tak saudari alami peristiwa, pakaian, kasut atau beg tangan dipuji orang kerana cantik dan sesuai dengan saudari tetapi keesokkan harinya atau dalam minggu itu dapati ia secara tidak sengaja terkoyak atau rosak. Pernah tak saudari dipuji orang kerana berwajah cantik, berkulit halus tetapi dalam bulan itu atau dalam tempoh terdekat tiba-tiba penuh jerawat atau berlaku kemalangan menyebabkan lebam di muka atau ditubuh. Pernah tak merasa dipuji kerana tidak pernah melakukan kesilapan sewaktu membuat kerja atau menjalankan amanah tiba-tiba ditimpa masalah sehinggakan menjejaskan reputasi kerja.Itulah yang dikatakan panahan mata," Saya masih tidak faham, lalu bertanya, apa kaitan semua kecelakaan itu dengan panahan mata ? Sambil tersenyum beliau menjawab, "Saudari, tidak semua pujian itu datang dari hati ikhlas, oleh itu kita perlu ucapkan pujian kepada Allah terlebih dahulu sebelum memuji benda lain dan anjurkan orang lain untuk berbuat demikian. Di negara saya yang berpadang pasir panahan mata terjadi dalam sekelip mata. Jika hari ini sebuah kereta dipuji kerana cantik, keesokkan paginya pemilik kereta itu rugi kerana keretanya kemalangan. Tetapi kurang terjadi di negara ini kerana banyak pokok tumbuh yang memesongkan panahan mata ini menyebabkan tuan punya diri tidak selalu kena malang. Tapi kita memang dianjurkan untuk memuji Allah dahulu sebelum memuji benda kerana kita ni kan meminjam saja," jelasnya Saya hanya menyampaikan sesuatu yang saya peroleh sewaktu bertugas. Jika ada kebaikan ambil dan jika ada kekurangan sila perbetulkan saya. Wassalam. "

tulah citenye..hopefully..kite dpt laa manfaat dr cite nie..n maybe kite dpt jawapan utk ape2 kekeliruan yg selalu kite pikirkan tu...wallahualam bisawaf...

minggu yg bzzzz

actually..still in mid term break mood..but..sumhow..i'd lots of assignment to be submitted by 17 september..sooo..dats why..i went back to utp 4 days earlier..nway..till rite now..tadek satu benda pun yg dah disetelkan betul2..most of the time..i'd spend with games..hohohoh..what game?? Beach life..hehehe..n now..rase menyesal laaa plak..sbb tomorrow is already Sunday..eh..its oredi sunday laa..aiayyaya..sooo many work yet soo little time..letak tepi dulu cite tak bes nie..heh..ptg tadi..sempatlaa aku menerai hair stylist my fren..hehe..nak try kerintingkan rambut..but tak jadik..my frens kate..rambut tebal n amik mase lama nak siap..hahahah...pastu..aku plak try luruskan rambut kwn aku..heh..lame jugaklaa aku berusaha..tp lame2 tu..aku serender laa..payah..now i know y the saloon charge manyak mahal..susah+penat+leceh..n the most important thing is the skill kot..maybe later..aku akan try mengcurlykan rambutku sendri..rite now..aku nak sambung wat keja..susah rupenye jd Projek Manager nih..la la la

total of test for next week = 3
total of assignment = 4
total of games = infinity....

tatau nak cakap ape dah...

hoe..dah nak sebulan aku tak blogging..sure skali lagi..org2 disekeliling ku..ingat yg aku dah bersara dr dunia blog nie..hurm..actually..agak tension..blog nie asik wat hal..tuh yg down~..papepun..skang nie die dah ok balik..n at the same time..mood aku dah dtg balik..hehe..nway..title blog nie..bukanlaa bermaksud aku dah nak stop blogging yea..actually more to kebengangan aku kat besfren aku..which is happen to be a guy..hohoho..how come..die janji nak bgtau aku dulu..kalo die dah found someone special..but ape yg jadi skang nie..it seems that i'm the last person..who get to know about this...hurmm..wth..n u know what..sampai skang aku still rase terkilan ngan ape yg die buat tu..rase cam tak dihargai..n rase cam selama nie..i meant nothing to him..but then..how dare he told me that i'm his besfren?? man...mmg laa dasar sweet talker..kalo boleh nak jaga hati sume org..but actually..the more effort u make..u're actually hurting other feeling..huhu..n tak pasal2 aku makin marah ngan kaum adam nie..hurm..mmglaa betul ape my mum kate..laki sumenye sama jek!!