the indecisive

rase tensi bile jadi manager nie. sbb byk betul day to day decision nak kena buat. yang paling tension masa menghadapi cabaran sebenar iaitu tatkala bile big boss tanye atau mempersoalkan keputusan yang kite buat. Tak ke stress? dahla penat pk mase nak buat decision, pastu kena plak jawab nape wat decision camtu. most of the time, org akan kata, just state la basis u buat decision tu. but, circumstances sentiasa berubah2. kekadang kite sangka bos nak macam tu, tp sebenarnya die nak yang lain. haih. nape lah bos2 nie tak boleh fix kan ape yang diorg nak sebenarnya. bila tanye ape die nak, tak reti nak cakap terus terang. pastu bila kita dah try our best, still   dissapointing for them.igt aku nie mind reader? bukan mintak spoon fed, if dah ade expectation, bgtau jela, rather than buat keja 2 kali. mudah n adil bg semua pihak.

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Harini kami beraya kat one utama. As usual byk kedai tutup. Tp still ok la as the main anchor still bukak. Kami makan kat seoul garden. As today is public holiday, diorg caj xtra rm 2 per pax. My 2nd time ere, not bad la. We ate for about 2++ hrs. Almaklumlaa, the whole family ade. Then, we wathed this dragon show at the atrium. Best! Sbb ade byk small2 dragon dancing n fighting. Even lil kasih enjoyed the show very much. At the end of the show, the dragon offers the viewers mandarins thru their mouth, dunno whether there is any significance behind this gestures. Then, we all window shopped for a new handbag for my sis. But we ended up only buying tako, cheap mandarins, okonomiyaki n a bday cake. But the highlight of the day was when i bumped into old fren back at deloitte. Eventually, had been having the feelings of bumping into her since last friday, would never thought it will be true. N this was not my 1st time. So happy able to meet her again, wish could have long chat, but she's wif her family. So, off to selayang. Reached home, kasih tried out the new hoodie i bought for her, she loves it, even posed as what we had instructed. So cute! We had our dinner n they all went home. Dan secara tiba-tiba, umah kembali kepada yang asal. sunyi n sepi..

Kasih with new hoodies busy playing the tab

Berebut nak amik limau dr mulut naga..IRL ade ke org nak wat camtu?

overstuffed with seoul garden buffet..nie buktinya!

Singing in the Rain

by Jamie Cullum

I’m singing in the rain
Just singin’ in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I’m happy again
I’m laughing at clouds
So dark up above
The sun’s in my heart
And I’m ready for love
Let the stormy clouds chase
Everyone from the place

Come on with the rain
I’ve a smile on my face
I walk down the lane
With a happy refrain
Just singin’, singin’ in the rain
Dancing in the rain
I’m happy again
I’m singin’ and dancing in the rain
I’m dancing and singin’ in the rain

Jiwa kacau

org kata mimpi tu mainan tido. aku pun setuju. tp aku ade gak tgk trend mimpi vs realiti. trendnye adelah ape yg aku mimpikan mmg tak jadi realiti la. aku bersyukur sgt (sbb mimpi2 mainan tido aku mmg mimpi yg kekadang adelah mengerikan)

aku jugak perasan satu benda nie, perkara terakhir yg aku pikirkan sebelum tido berkemungkinan besar juga boleh menjadi objek utama mimpi aku.Tapikan, mimpi semalam adelah menakutkan, kerana mimpi itu berkaitan dgn Mr.X. Jadi bila aku bangun, aku terasa bergenang air mata aku. Aku jadi risau dan tiba-tiba rasa kehilangan. 

Rasa macam nak hantar je sms..luahkan apa yg sebenar-benarnya dalam hati aku. Tpkan aku mmg penakut. Akhirnya aku cuma hantar satu sms yang tak bermakna.

"Ya Allah, kau yang Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Mengasihani, jika ada jodoh antara kami, maka bukakanlah jalan kepada kami. Jika tiada, aku redha dan aku pohon padaMu agar berilah ketenangan pada jiwa hambamu ini."

. . . .

Kenapa susah sangat aku nak lupakan dia? Kenapa aku tiba-tiba jadi sgt rindu pada dia? Aku penat lah, berperang dengan perasaan...aku sgt2 penat...

flightless bird . . .

a romantic song. boleh buat background music for wedding video.

point to ponder - TWITTER

(baru2 nie aku dalam dilema sbb tersepit antara rakan2 yg dua2 aku cherish. tanak laa sbb twitter, friendship kami berantakkan, so sbb aku tatau nak cakap camne, aku decide nak luahkan disini saje, hopefully kalo org terbabit baca benda nie, baca dgn hati terbuka n jgn cepat melatah)

3-4 bulan lepas, mase tgh musim bonus rakan2 yg kerja disyarikat mnc nie, aku jadi emo apabila terdapat segelintir rakan2 yg tak abis2 cite pasal ape nak buat dgn bonus, komplen epf skit tak cecah RM10k laa, macam2 la. kalo seharian, aku tak kisah, tumpang happy la sbb rakan2 dpt bonus. tp kalo berhari2 cite pasal bonus je, aku pun naik angin, sbbnye aku almost everyday kena stayback, kena dgr bos jerit2 n tengking n bonus tu pun belum tentu dapat. pastu baru nak gosip2 dgn gembira bersama rakan2 di twitter utk mengilangkan rase depressed dan stressed, tgk timeline penuh dgn cite pasal bonus. camne laa aku tak rasa dunia nie tak adil bile ade org dpt bonus berpuluh ribu leh seharian dok main twitter mase ofis hour cite pasal bonus tu. maybe aku je kot yg tertekan masa tu, so aku stop twitter jap utk beberapa hari smp surut cite bonus.nak unfollow, rase cam over sgt, kawan2 kot. 

so, now, if benda seumpamanya jadi lg, aku just zip/mute kan twitter  tu buat seketika. unless kalo mmg tak dpt diubati lagi, aku unfollow jela. (tp kekadang kalo over sgt aku kekadang terikut emo). frankly speaking, mmglaa tadek documented guidelines / etiquette utk bertwitter, but i think some of this, mmg patut sentiasa diobserved:

1. kalo twit tu adalah berunsurkan gosip yg tak elok, takyahlaa sebar2kan if tak betul dh jadi fitnah

2. if you think the twitter makes u feel uneasy, sakit hati, or whatsoever, it is either u tell directly to them or u mute them or you just unfollow them. easy. (i done that last year to a fren, sbb aku rase die sgt hipokrit dan annoying)

3. u are not always right. so accept that. or else jgn laa complaint asik ilang followers.

having said that, mmg laa kite ade freedom to twit just anything, tp if we constantly twitting about the house, the pay, the sacrifices, the car bukan ke at the end tu melambangkan who we are actually; which is in this case, we are that sumbody who loves ourselves too much or we are the one who loves to brag. 

so y not everytime b4 we hit the send button, please reconsider how our twit would affect other, in positive or negative way. 

n once again, we can always unfollow a twitter, as maybe to us some of the twitter is not worth to follow anymore.

pesanan penaja >>> jgn smp sbb twitter. kite gaduh2 sesama kita. sekian. terima kasih. 

renung...renungkan~

- towards a peaceful TWITTER-

1 year to 30 . .

Semalam birthday aku. the day before semalam,  boss whassap n kate die dissapointed dgn aku over sumthing yg aku kena buat utk die. itu mmg sgt 'appreciative' utk aku yg dah beberapa kali tido kat ofis siapkan assignment die. ok forget it. benda dh lepas.

Semalam birthday aku. received lots of wishes thru fb, twitter and sms. received a birthday card and birthday treat from best buddy, Sue and a birthday cake from the colleague. thanx! thanx! thanx! oh, i bumped into Mukhriz Mahathir today. itu pun leh kira hadiah bday gak kan?

Semalam birthday aku. tp hari ni cam semalam tadek pape berlaku. oh its just any other day rupenye. nothing special pun. bengang with junior yg tak dgr instruction. frust dgn bos yg  ...susah nak cakap la..

that's it. officially this year bday mmg paling tak best. nevertheless aku bersyukur aku still hidup utk merasa sendri 'kenikmatan' ni.