when i'm feeling sad. i will try my best not to cry. i opt for finding sumone to talk to. for that effort, i had not been crying for long time, even when a client of mine which i admired suddenly passed away last sunday, i still managed to contain my tears. but little did i know that when i had not cried for sometimes (long time), i was going to end up crying non stop for more than 20 minutes today just because of someone had made me felt so frustrated and useless. trying to stop was hard, because when i tried to stop thinking about it, it seems like the tears refused to do so. i managed to stop it only after the replay of all what had he did and said had ended.
now that i had stopped crying i felt very much relieved, as if i lighten up the burden on my shoulder.