Mr. X lagi?

Mr. X mcm cookies..kejap ade n kejap tadek..bile sms die yg gile kerja tu..kalo nasib baik..akan direply within 5 minutes..kalo kurang baik..maybe 1 month after that..or langsung tak direply..skang nie..agak ok skitlaa..sbb bile dah sms..biasenye..die terus call..maybe tak bz kot..nway..sbnrnye..xdelaa dah head over heels ngan Mr.X nie..sbbnye..last time when we went out together..he happened to tell me that he preferred to ' tak yah bercinta..terus kawin'..soo..i did the math..whether berbaloi ke tak..sbb seriously..bukannye teringin nak cinta yg terlalu lovey dovey cam my sis..just nak ade good memories yg boleh buat kite tersenyum sendri bile kite teringat..it just that bile terase nak tarik diri dr ter'fall in love' with Mr. X..mule teringat that he almost fitted my "I'm hoping that my Mr. Right is sumone who.."(act 8/10)..soo..dah jd reluctant..and indecisive..and tak pasal2 dah memigrainekan kepala aku..sengal..

p/s: nasib baik Mr. X tak tahu kewujudan blog nie..

OIAM Finale

I'm voting for shila! She deserves the RM1million. The last three episodes had proved that she is versatile. I never thought that she managed to sing the ballad song sooo well (but she is much more better when singing fast and catchy song). all the best shila!

Slipped disc..

A spinal disc herniation, incorrectly called a "slipped disc", is a medical condition affecting the spine, in which a tear in the outer, fibrous ring (annulus fibrosus) of an intervertebral disc allows the soft, central portion (nucleus pulposus) to bulge out. This tear in the disc ring may result in the release of inflammatory chemical mediators which may directly cause severe pain, even in the absence of nerve root compression (see "chemical radiculitis" below). This is the rationale for the use of anti-inflammatory treatments for pain associated with disc herniation, protrusion, bulge, or disc tear.
It is normally a further development of a previously existing disc protrusion, a condition in which the outermost layers of the annulus fibrosus are still intact, but can bulge when the disc is under pressure.
There is now increasing recognition of the importance of “chemical radiculitis” in the generation of back pain. A primary focus of surgery is to remove “pressure” or reduce mechanical compression on a neural element: either the spinal cord, or a nerve root. But it is increasingly recognized that back pain, rather than being solely due to compression, may instead entirely be due to chemical inflammation. In the past five years increasing evidence has pointed to a specific inflammatory mediator of this pain. This inflammatory molecule, called tumor necrosis factor-alpha (TNF), is released not only by the herniated or protruding disc, but also in cases of disc tear (annular tear), by facet joints, and in spinal stenosis. In addition to causing pain and inflammation, TNF may also contribute to disc degeneration.

for more > http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Slipped_disc

Get well soon, Mr. X !

Yesterday, Mr. X called me. He told me that he was diagnosed with slipped disc. I was a bit shocked (i wasnt really sure what is slipped disc, but I'd heard about it once and it didnt seem good as it involved the spinal). But then, after he explained to me, i felt a bit relieved. He have to attend the physiotherapy and lets pray that he will be ok after the theraphy (though he didnt mention this to me..but I know, he's afraid that this will effect him) Dear Mr. X, as much as you always wishing the best for me, I'm also had been doing the same thing for you, so there's nothing to worry, just try your best !

p/s: Nway to those who happened to know Mr. X, please keep this to yourself, until he breaks the news to you all.

mari berjiwang..

a confession : i'm missing someone so badly...

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8 more to go

Finally, i got my exam result out. And as expected (which is either i failed or marginally passed the paper) i'd marginally passed the paper with 55 marks (alhamdulillah). At least i dont have to repeat the paper again. However, as i'm opted to the Oxford Brookes University's degree program, this had effected my overall marks. So, i have to work harder for the remaining 3 papers (tax, audit and financial mgmt). I have to get at least 80 for all the paper. That really requires a lots of hard work!

On the other hand, to fully completed the ACCA (getting the membership), i still have 8 more paper to go, professional ethics module, practical experience. That is a still long way to go..(rasenye sempat kawin n dpt anak lagi)..

My dear mum

last sun, my mum learnt a new tips on watching cd. As most of the time whenever we wanted to watch a movie, it is either, me or my other two sisters who operating the cd player as my mum dunno how to use it though we had demonstrated to her for a quite a number of times. but that specific day, she decided she wanted to watch Sivaji the Boss and as me and my sis were too lazy to get up to put in the cd. My mum did it all by herself. Finally, my mum managed to play the cd. However, as throughout the 1st cd, i noticed that the plot of the movie seemed to be extremely fast. After watching for about 45 minutes, i started to ask myself, if everything had already had been told in the 1st cd, what left in the rest 2 cd. That was exactly when i got the answer, when the credits started to run through. My mum had actually played the last cd! Despite of being a bit frustrated, we eventually burst into laughter.

p/s: since that, my mum had insisted that only us will put in the cd.

Y

I'd been having this sharp and constant pain in my bowel since last thursday. Though the right person that i should forward all this complain is the doctor or at least my mum, but till know, the only person that i want to talk to is Mr. X. Gile!

Ghost

This latest urban drama series is currently on air at 8tv every sunday on 10 pm (soon after Heroes). The plot is mainly about a superstar, Zack Imran who believed that he had been murdered and maybe becoz of that he cannot remained in peace only until he exposed who is behind the tragedy. Coincidentally he bumped into Eza (cheryl samad) who happened to be one of his biggest fan and it happened that only Eza can see him in the form of ghost. So the two of them had started an unusual kind of relationship in solving the mystery. My rate so far : 4 out of 5..

Me and Mr. X part 1

It’s Chinese new year..so no wonder once I stepped into the metro bus..all what I can said, ”OMG..ramainye mat2 B* and I*!”. Lucky, I didn’t have to go straight to KL with them. Is not that I’m being prejudice. It just that I didn’t feel safe at all as 98% of them is men. Well, at warta lama (my interchange station), the situation is exactly the same as in the bus. Then I who had a very light breakfast started to feel nauseous (any crowds would make me sick!!) Manage to control myself from throwing out at the bus stop and took a cab to KLCC. (Jalan Kuching – KLCC =RM11)

It was about 10 minutes before the show started. Gosh, I’m late. Very2 late (but who cares, this is just an outing nadia, not a date) I’ve quicken my steps while hoping that Mr. X had bought at least a mineral water before we going in. Then, I saw him with cap and sunglasses (hurm..perlu ke? Ke sbb nak nyorok? Wallahualam), smiled at him and make a quick check up on him from head to toe (especially tgn die..but there’s nothing!) As I was late, and the show is about to started, I thought it was wiser for me to just go in with him. Anyway, we watched cj7 (it was my first time watching Chinese film at cinema and the tickets was courtesy of him.Tq!)

Later, he treated me lunch (he said that I’m a student, so he should belanje me. So, thanks again!). Weird enough, soon after the movie ended, I felt very hungry but at the end I barely ate anything (I bought mee curry, but I only ate the tofu+the fish fillet+1/2 of the mee portion). Is not that I segan or anything, but the gravy didn’t meet my expectation.

Having a quite heavy discussion (but not about us or anything related to that). Discussed about our careers, our (own) future planning, other peoples’ life (sempat gossip lg tu). Though, it was a quick lunch, (he had to go back to work, can you believe that?) but at least some of questions that I’d badly wanted to ask him had been answered without having me to ask him first. Thanks to the boss, our outing had to be ended there. Next week, he’ll be on and off at KL again (but I hope that he’ll manage to watch the Dunia Baru the movie with or without Me.) maybe until May or June.

Now, I’m at home and had started missing him! Haha, mengarutlah! Since Mr. K*, I’d restricted myself from having that kind of feeling (tak berbaloi). Anyway to Mr. X, kerja rajin2 so that you can provide a comfortable life for your future family! (tak kisahlaa ngan sesape pun) but please take care of yourself too.