jOLi di iPoh

nice~..the first week of the semester ended well..timetable pun dah cukup cun..already booked a fyp title..already sent the proposal..buku2 reference pun dah ade...what's next?? beronggeng laaa..

saTurDaY
at about 7.30 p.m..tetibe ade org suggest makan stimboat at ipoh..as aku pun busan duk bilik..so..i decided to join them..agak kelam kabut laa..sbb had limited time utk bersiap..sumhow..managed to siap2 n mekap sume within 8 minutes..hahaha..pecah rekod..my rumet siap cakap "kan bagus kalo ko leh siap cepat camnie..mase nak gi kelas"...hah..amik ko..:P
arrived at movens peak lebey kurang kul 9..managed to find a table though there were soooo many people..n then..kitorg stat makan..haha..ikutkan ati nak mkn sampai rase senak..hahah..tp memikirkan..lately selalu sakit perut..so makan ape yg terdaya jek..nway..we were having a buffet steamboat yesterday which cost around rm25 per person..my comment>>the environment is nice..the food boleh tahanlaa..the ice lemon tea pun sedap but the tomyam tak bape masuk ngan aku....later..gi TGV kinta city..tgk midnite..Racing Stripes..ermm..the movie was quite good..as it managed to keep me awake till the story ends..hurm..then..at about 2 p.m sampai utp..sgt penat..

sUnDay
my first trip to TeSco..n also my first trip to TESCO ipoh..lalala..me+rina+her bf arrived there kul 2 lebey..cari parking..aiyaaa...soo many car maaa..mane taknye chinese new year is around the corner..makanye..ramailaa chinese sedang sibuk bershopping..for preparing the celebration..later..round2 kat tesco tu..hurm not bad laa..tp i dun like the environment..cam ade yg tak cukup..n rase tak seronok nak shopping kat situ..bought a few mangoes + orange milano b4 we heading to kc..
hahaha..kat kc pun lebey kurang jek keadaannye..lots of chinese sibuk shopping..haha..abaikan..havin lunch at johnnys (steamboat lg)..rm 30 for 3 ppl..murahnyee..pas puas pusing kc..kami pun balik..kul 8 lebey baru sampai utp..hah..ujung minggu yg agak happening..n sgt memenatkan...

envy me

though bday aku cam dah lama lepas..heheh..tp tak bermakna..there will be no more bday present for me..n cakap pasal hadiah arijadi nie..ari tu..a fren of mine gave me a bday present..which is happened to be a gucci ENVY ME edt spray..

hahaha..dunno what it cost him..as the parfum was bought mase trip die ke paris last semester break..actually..when he asked me what i want for my bday present..mmg dah terbayang dah a parfum (hahaha..kalo dah nak beli kat paris..nak mintak ape lg kan??)...tp cam rase tak sesuai lak (mahal seh)..so aku bgtau die..beli laa ape2 which i can use everyday..hurmm..hinting laa skit..dlm kaver2 tu..:p..nway..aku mmg tak kisah pun..ape die nak beli..or tak kirelaa..sesape pun..sbb for me..kalo ingat my bday pun dah cukup bagus..esp kalo org tu mmg jenis susah nak ingat though tetiap tahun pun bgtau...:P

cute teddy bear..terime kasih....:)

p/s: musky floral fragrance...wif vibrant floral hearts..

kawin ??

my fren aka my neighbour had finally married last week..hurm..luckilly i decided to celebrate raya haji at home..else.. i would have missed the majlis nikah..the nikah's ceremony was held mase malam jumaat..at her home..soon after the nikah..siap bertakbir utk raya haji..persiapan utk majlis resepsi..started on saturday..really busy..helped her to do the hantaran..n also decorating the pengantin's room..hahaha..the pengantin was too busy decorating her own house..sampai she kept saying ok for everything..though the thing is not ok..





however..sumenye berjaya disetelkan before the big day..kenduri was simple..the lauk was good..tp yg tak besnye..i accidentally met wif one of my ex..huh..really hate that moment..dahlaa mase tu baru start nak makan..dunno how to react when he started the conversation..(most of the time..aku senyap jek pun)..pas makan aku terus wat excuse nak packing barang..hahaha..whateverlaaa...

nway...fyi..she's 22..haha..same wif me..but dun ask me..when will i..coz rite now..bz wif my studies..n thinking of enjoy wif all the money n anak dara's life before beginning to think about getting marry..hahaha..bile tgk how my mum n my dad had end up..agak fobia sebenarnye nak kawin..ppl mmg pandai buat janji..manis mulut..tp susah nak cari org yg really kept his promises..so to :

my mum >> sorry..i dun think i would want to settle down before 26..kenalaa mak suh ana kawin dulu..

my sis, Ana >> sorry also..nampaknye..u had to prepare extra gifts for me..dun worry..nadia tak nak serba satu..kasi banglo sebiji cukuplaa..:p

shah..Ana's husband-to-be >> hahahaha..hahahahhaha....hahahhahahaha

p/s: tak pasal2 aku jd mangsa..dr 26 tahun..dah jadi 24 tahun plak..huhuhu..jenuh2..

final year final sem ??

whoa..semester jan 2005 dah pun bermula..meaning..from now on i have to work harder..have to get really good grades before graduating..the competition outside is getting tougher..though you got first class it is not a guarantee that u can secured good jobs wif good salary...

however..for the time being..i'm not really into that yet..as i am very busy handling the eye infections..n also the very2 hot weather at utp..i dun think that rain could hardly touch the ground...hahahhaha..nway..already went to the clinic yesterday..paid 20 ringgit for the ubat..huhu..the doctor didnt even checked me..he just asked me what happen..bla bla bla..than prescribed the medicine for the infections..

gtg..ade kelas kul 2 nie..

p/s: network kat hostel tgh maintenance lg..so kalo nak surfing kena gi lab...:p..so..do expect that i won't be able to update the blog everyday...hehhe

keliru version 2.0

when sumthing bad happen..n it happened because of sumthing that we did..mmg kite tak boleh nak tarik balik..hurm..tp ape yg kite boleh buat..try to minimize the impact..for instance..there might be a person would be suprised to see that one of my blog entry is not at it place..well..actually..rase bersalah dgn ape yg aku tulis dlm tu..benda kecik..but caused sum ppl feeling uneasy about it..i wish 'sorry' would be enough..tp rasenye cam tak cukup..so..i moved that particular entry..hopefully..sume puas hati..

>>i should have asked about it first..rather than make the assumption..

p/s: everything has its own time n place..n maybe it is not the time yet..

kononnye..

SUNDAY
actually aku sampai kat utp ari ahad..kul 2 lebey..erm..panas betul ari tu..dgn nak angkat brg yg tah camne leh tetibe jd byk..:P..mmg jenuh..sib baik abah ngan auntie tolong angkat skali..kalo nak harap aku sorang..mau pengsan..

after unpacking..aku lek2..menghadap tv..tgk juara lagu..susah plak nak cari coverage yg clear utk tv tu..tp..camne pun..aku redah jek..mlm tu..mmg sunyi tul aku rasa utp niee..sume org tak balik lg..aku nie..kononnye balik awal sbb nak wat fyp..n auditing..harapnyelaa..

MONDAY
first day at utp..x wat pape..bangun kul 12..mawar plak sampai kul 2..so..aku just surf kat internet for more info about knowledge share..

TUESDAY
amik kunci..hurm..en meor nie mmglaa 'terlebih pandai'..apelaa salahnyee..kalo die bg aku ngan kekawan aku satu umah..nie..nak jugak masukkan junior2 kat umah aku..alahai..tak larat tul..nak kenal2 org baru nie..nak paham perangai lagi..argghh..bengang2..bengong tul!!

later..gie acad building..jumpe mr nordin + mrs vivian + mr mohd nor + mr jale..ermm..jumpe ramai org..tp at the end..tak setel pun lg hal fyp tu..went to the library + borrowed few books..

balik ke tak raya aji nie?? heh..mesti balik..siap beli tiket bas lagi..tp..aku duk pk..patutkah aku sambung cuti sampai thaipusam?? (perak cuti mase thaipusam) ..akan dipikirkan..

shopping²

yesterday..aku sempat gi kuar merewang kat kl before balik utp..kalo my dad tau pasal nie..sure die bising..packing tak abis lg..tp dah jalan satu kl..miahahaha...went out accompanied by amirul..one of my fren back at utp..our first destination>>lowyat..i've got two things to buy; tv card n printer driver..while amirul wanted to find the latest star wars game (which happened still not been released at malaysia yet) ermm..after puas2 round..i've decided to buy a tv card which cost me rm130..comproTv..then..mkn bekfast kat meidi-ya..next destination>> midvalley..ermm..carnival RO actually..tp sbb dah sampai kul 2.30..tempat tu dah crowded wif ppl..wohooo..tak sanggup nak berasak lame2..jalan 2 round the exhibition hall..not bad laa..ade cosplay..head gear contest..kuiz..lucky draw..tp aku cam tak bape paham..nak kena beli kupon la..camne nak beli brg2..soo malas nak lame2..then aku blah dr situ..teman amirul..usha gundam..

later..met kekawan yg lain..n kitorg gie lunch at nando's..alahai..kecik pulak ayam yg aku dpt..abis mkn..kitorg pun berpecah..amirul decided nak balik umah..sue n her bf plak still mkn n had their own plan..while..me..ade hal nak setel kat situ..so..aku pun gi jusco..renew card + beli hadiah bday for liyana (sentini's pink handbag) + tv antenna + long pants..ermm..adelaa abis dlm rm 200 ari nie..mahal betul brg2 skang..:P

then..ape lg?? aku baliklaaa...tak daya aku nak jejalan lg..mcm nak patah kaki nih..heheh..

//been using various mode of public transport today:

pegi kl sentral >> taxi to sogo + star lrt to masjid jamek + putra lrt to kl sentral = rm 12.40

to lowyat >> monorail to imbi = rm1.60

to kl sentral >> monorail to kl sentral = rm 1.60to

midvalley <-> kl sentral >> komuter to midvalley <-> kl sentral = rm 2.00

from kl sentral to home >> putra to cm + bus to home >> rm 3.00

waa..abis rm 20.60 for transportation jek..

p/s: puas berjalan...tp brg tak habis pack lagi..:p

because i'm a girl

Because I'm a Girl

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time,
you're special I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily to a man,
he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you
you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

p/s: saje2 melayan perasaan..:P

inching deeper

by Yukishiro Enishi

Stand as coldness rushing by
Without courage enough to cry
Without farewell without goodbye
The knife goes an inch deeper

Sick of walking by myself at light
Sick of cuddling by myself at night
Only having me myself to guide
The knife goes an inch deeper

Tired of laughing alone, and
Tired of talking alone, when
On my bed lying alone, then
The knife goes an inch deeper

The day are but to show emptiness
The dark are but to show nothingness
Neither ever showing forgiveness
The knife goes an inch deeper

What little heat can I offer
To myself in the icy winter
The knife goes an inch deeper
Into my heart


emosi tak stabil..i tot i did achieved sumthing when i didn't failed any paper..but..hey..yin n yang..sume pun ade keseimbangan..last nite..can't sleep sbb pk benda lain plak..masalah2..

p/s: camne nak dpt tido mati??

Found this..mase tgh jejalan kat blog org...heh..credit to waida...kewl..2 types of "anime" fan..

'too little anime'
You know you haven't seen enough anime when:
You think DBZ is the best show ever.
You think DBGT rocked.
You think Naruto is the best show ever.
You think your an anime fan when you've seen Yu-Gi-Oh! and other titles that have played on TV.
You have zero anime divx files on your computer.
You still use Windows Media Player to watch your anime.
You search "download insert-anime-title-here episodes" in any search engine.
You think Adult Swim is the number one anime provider.
You have a shelf of DBZ dvds.
You think Dragonball Z is better than the original Dragonball.

'too much anime'
You know you've been watching too much anime when:
You've got a whole HD dedicated to anime.
You need to start deleting older series to free up some space on your pc.
You start correcting the fansubs (Thanks Jeirun).
You start to go by the name of your favourite character name.
You want others or call yourself with a traditional Japanese name ending such as san, kun, sama ect.
You call your teacher sensei.
You answer the phone with Moshi Moshi.
You classify Japanese as a language you know because you've picked up words from series you've seen.
You search for anime merchandise off Ebay.
You've bought more than 20 anime DVDs.
You think subtitles are better than English in everything you watch.
You exceed your monthly download limit or get close to it from downloading too much anime.
You've downloaded too much anime you resort in finding manga to save space.
You keep track of all the titles you've seen.
You've seen too many titles to keep track of.
You start buying games based on anime..
You suddenly have the urge to buy "How to draw manga" books
You think ramen rules.
You dress up as your favourite anime character.
You get insulted when others pronounce anime wrong.
You think otaku means fanboy of anime.
You're awake 3AM in the morning watching anime.
You buy a burner just to free up space on your HD.
You're MSN or AIM contact list is full of people you met on anime forums or chats.
You start joining various anime forums.

hahha..after reading this..n make sum crap calculation..i belong to none of this..haha..still budak2 baru belaja nak tgk anime..

p/s: skang nie..aku lg gile tgk cite cine + korea + jepun drp tgk anime..

berakhirnya mimpi ngeri

ermm..akhirnyaa..result peksa kuar jugak..though tak sebagus org len..but i do have sumthing to be proud of..first of all..i do pass the RAD paper..not wif d..but B..hurm..pn. syarifah nie sgt generous orgnyaa...thanx madam..next..i dun have any D..whoaa..that's great..n paling penting..my cgpa..tak terusik sgt..just ade increase skit jek..hurm..alhamdulillah..(maknenye..agak sia2 aku takley tido selama nie)

walaubagaimanapun..takdelaa rase comfortable sgt ngan result nie..as actually..leh dpt tinggi lagi..tp tulaa..aku jenis tak sedar diri..susah sgt nak berubah..(nape benda tak elok..kite senang nak ikut..tp kalo benda baik..tuhan jelaa yang tau..jerihnye)..tulaa padahnye..kalo rajin tuang kelas + rajin tak anta esemen + rajin tak wat replacement kuiz..nway>>my mum..siap pesan..this final sem kena jaga2..sbb kena maintain cgpa tu..baik puan!!

so..next..dah rase aman skit..leh tido ngan nyenyaknyee...n lehlaa balik awal..setelkan fyp..once again..syukur alhamdulillah..

p/s: mari delete folder july 2004..

insomnia

last nite..i had a big quarrel with my mum n bro..arghh..rase cam dah takley pk ngan betul skang nie..there were soo many things (problem..unfinished business..result peksa) running on my mind..ermm..i had enough of crying..hopefully things will get better..

nway..mlm td was terrible..i couldn't sleep..puas pk pasal ape..my guess>> ice blended cappucino..selalu lupe..that thingy ade cafein..which could caused me..stay awake for the whole night..hahaha..padan muke aku..after subuh baru aku leh tido..12 tgh baru bangun..sigh~

adeh..pas nie..mmglaa aku tak beli benda tu agi..pening pale aku..terpaksa tido siang..serik..

naruto

kul 7 mlm nie..ade cite naruto..hurmm..tetibe aku rase cam nak tgk pulak..though cam dah lambat..sbb my fren dah tgk episode beratus2..aku plak baru nak start tgk..camnepun..aku nak try tgk..ape yg best sgt..manelaa tau sangkut plak kat anime nie..

my fren dah balik dr berjalan2 kat london..actually die sms at about 6.30..bgtau dah sampai..i tot he alreadi at bayan lepas..alih2 baru sampai klia..so..as there nothing much to do..after subuh prayer..i decided to take a nap..heheh..konon2nye arr..about 11.40..tetibe my hp bunyi..aiseh..ingatkan my mum..rupenye die call..adeh..tak sempat kaver kate dah lame bangun tido..kantoi betul..(my sis punyelaa gelakkan i after i told her about this) sumhow..thanx to that phone call..kalo tak krn ade org call..rasenye..tah sampai kul bape terlajak..heheh..

p/s: anak dara abad ke-21..

motivating myself

lately..feeling so depressed..the reason>> result peksa dah nak kuar..arghh..now..my nightmare dah dtg balik..whoaa..byk kali gak..i kept questioning myself..why cant i do this better..why can't i do that better..tp..still tak jumpe jawapan die..n..just now..while browsing through my email..i came across sumthing that once i had read it..but never learnt from it..hurm..

what makes u 100 percent TheorY

IF
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Equals to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Then,

H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K= 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% only
L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11= 47% ( most of us think that this is the most
important thing..)

Then what makes 100%
Is it Money? ........... Leadership? ........... Health?..........NO !!!

To get to the top, to that 100% what we really need to go
further... a bit more is....

A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100 %

So there we discovered it:
It is OUR Attitude towards Life and Work that makes OUR Life 100%


ermm..it is my attitude that causing me to keep doing the same mistake over n over again...i hope it is still not too late for me to change..might be hard..but..belum cube .. belum tahu..:)

p/s: inspiring theory..

january's personality

sumthing about the personality of ppl that was born in january..heheh..ade yg betul..n ade yg salah..tp..kebetulannye..almost 80 percent matched me..hahaha..

JANUARy
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.

hehehe..next one..to those yg lahir bulan rabiulawal..

Rabiul Awal
Perwatakannya baik.
Mungkin dia akan mendapat pangkat besar, menjadi orangberpengaruh atau kaya tanpa diduga. Dalam pekerjaanramai yang suka.
Sifat negatif dirinya termasuklah kurang sabar, hatinya keras dan mudah marah.

hahaha...aku tadek keja..nway..my bday semalam..tak wat papepun..ari nie..baru nak celebrate..(tadek mood nak celebrate pun)..hurmm...thanx for all the wishes..

L O V E

i love oldies...esp..can't take my eyes off you n L O V E..hahaha..tetibe ade mood nak berjiwang ngan lagu lama..so ere..lyrics for L O V E..performed by nat king cole..gosh...i loveeeee oldiez..

L-O-V-E

L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extra-ordinary,
E is even more than anyone that you adore can...

Love is all that I can give to you,
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it,
Take my heart and please don't break it,
Love was made for me and you.

~Interlude~

L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extra-ordinary,
E is even more than anyone that you adore can...
And love is all that I can give to you,
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it,
Take my heart and please don't break it,

Love was made for me and you...
Love was made for me and you...
Love was made for me and you!

sweet...sooo sweet..

p/s: hepi bday to me !! i'm 22 today..

my first movie for 2005..

first of all happy new year..erm..n as usual..i dun celebret new year..i hate crowded places..n at the same time..i'm glad that this year celebration had been cancelled..at least..tak payah nak dgr berite about..botol arak bersepah2..accident..cam tahun2 sebelum nie..sumhow..till today..still rasa sedih ngan bencana 26 disember tu..takziah..

nway..today..i decided to join my frens beronggeng kat klcc..heh..a treat to myself..so called pre celebration for my bday..so..what's the plan? tgk wayang..n chit chat all the way..sambil window shopping..sampai je kat tgv..cam biasalaa..punyelaa panjang org beratur..hey..small matter..already booked 2 choices of movies..meet the fockers and ocean 12..sib baiklaaa..pas diskas2 skit..kiotrg decide nak tgk meet the fockers..tp..org kat kaunter tu..'pandai' sgt..die leh terdelete my booking information for that movie..haiyaa..geram tul..so..plan b..ocean 12..ade plak booking info...nampak sgtt...tp..abaikan laa..rase cam tak bes plak..first day of the year..dah bengang2 kat org..

next..b4 the movie started..kitorg lunch kat food court..aku mkn charboiled black pepper chicken..hurmm..boleh tahanlaaa..then..lepak kinokuniya..aku sempat beli computer active ngan chip..my comp magazine..then..off to the movie..ermm..rasenye tak perlu nak komen..ocean 12 is entertaining..after the movie..gi chameleon..n aku sempat gi hush puppies outlet..saje tgk new arrival..hehe..eventually..aku sempat target satu kasut kat situ..which cost rm 139..whoaa..sape2..belanjelaa aku..

from klcc..aku gie sogo..actually nak jejalan kejap je..n later tapau prosperity burger for my sis..tp..malangnye..on the way..my slipper leh terputus plak ..aiyaaa..abislaa duit aku..nak tak nak..kenalaa aku beli new sandal time tu jugak..hurm..puas aku belek2..last2 aku cekau sacha punye..rm 25 je..(lehlaa aku cekau carlo rino satu b4 balik utp nanti)..

later..gie mcD..kat sini..kesabaran aku mmg teruji..actually..aku kena tunggu kejap for the burgers..maklumlaaa..burger tu setahun sekali je adenye..demand sure byk..so..i'm ok with it..aku pun tunggu jelaa..after 5 minutes..burger tu dah ready...tp..diorg bg kat ppl yg kat kaunter tu dulu..okey..takpelaa..aku tunggu lg..10 minutes after that..still tak dpt lg..wah..aku dahlaa berdiri menuggu..ngan barang2 yg agak berat..mase tu aku mmg dah bengang..aku gi tanya..n a few minutes after that baru dpt burger tu...wth..

took a cab..reached home by 7 p.m..sgt penat...n later..my sis , Ana..balik dr shopping wif her bf..heh..guess what..dpt hadiah bday..thanx a lot ana..she gave me a lovely scented girl's diary..hehe..terasa cam budak remaja plak..walhal..this 4th jan..i'll be 22..(alamak...lupe..my sis punye bday 10th jan..tp tak beli pape lg utk die)

overall..ari yg best..dpt jumpe ex smstarian..dpt borak ngan member yg tgh kat paris..dpt hadiah..n paling best >> skoler dah masuk...hehe..alhamdulillah...

p/s: dun't take things for granted..