bestnye tido umah mama long!

hye uncles and aunties! semalam kasih dtg umah mama long. kasih dtg nak tunjuk skill merangkak dan cubaan berdiri .. sume org ske tgk kasih yg dah reti merangkak. kasih lagi ske, senang skit nak kaco bile sume tgh makan tak pedulik kan kasih.

 kasih main smp penat. bile dah penat, akhirnye kasih tertido tepi mummy. terjaga pun sbb mummy kate nak mandikan kasih. yey! kasih ske mandi. btw kasih dah nak masuk 7 bulan..nnt kasih dah reti jalan, kasih suh mama long rakam skill baru kasih. babai~

make di kelate

sesi pertama training dah berakhir. walaupun agak kelam kabut. mungkin sbb communication breakdown,sumenye berjaya disetelkan one satu persatu. selain drp keja, aktiviti lain yg paling byk aku buat adelah makan . . smp je kat kelantan, staff branch kat sane bawak kami makan nasi kerabu ayam percik yg dikatakan femes dikalangan tourist2, tp kalo bg org kelate, ade lagi sedap dr kedai tu.

1st time aku makan nasi waktu malam sejak 2 bulan lepas. aku makan pun sbb aku mmg lapar gile n aku tau esok pagi mesti tak sempat nak bfast. sedap? huh, makan nasi kerabu kat kelate mestilaa sedap dr mkn kat kl. hari ahad tu, aku berkenalan dgn kuih akok. macam kuih bahulu diorg kate. tp bg aku rase die cam puding karamel yg terlebih lembut. pokoknye kuih tu byk telur. aku makan satu je. lemak2..

malam tu, bos bawak kami makan di new horizon, berhampiran dgn wakaf che yeh. kitorg order udang butter, siew pak choy, tomyam, siakap nyonya style, sizzling beef. puas hati aku dpt meratah lauk2 tu. bos offer nasi pun aku tak layan. smp bos kate "amboi, jaga badan". . ahahaha..mestilaa, nak pakai lama kan?

hari senin, aku makan akok berlauk. yg nie ala2 cara berlauk. bolehlaa. tp aku ske cara berlauk, sbb kecik dan muat2 mulut je skali makan. benda baru aku makan, pulut dgn bubur kacang. aku tak ske pulut. so aku makan sejemput je sekadar utk menghormati tuan rumah.

petang sblm balik, sempat borong skit keropok di pasar siti khadijah. sbb ade ura2 aku kena pg lagi, so maybe next round baru shopping lebih skit utk korang2! sblm pulang, lepak tepi sungai kelantan, layan kopok lekor dan milo dinosour..layan beb~

p/s: kalo nak kirim pape silelaaa bgtau sblm jumaat nie k~

kecek kelate

td manager aku menyampaikan berite yg aku dah jangka. esok petang aku kena gak g kelate. kelik kl hari senin. reaksi sahabat2 bermacam2. yg sudah tentu, kirim kopok lekor laa. kirim tudung. kirim etok. tp ade yg terlebih baik hati, kirim doa aku jumpe jodoh kat sane. ceit~ :p

p/s: anda mahu kirim ape?

pls pls pls . .

mungkin selepas abis assignment nie, aku akan bersara dr melayari internet atau menggunakan aplikasi power point utk sekurang2 nye selama 3-4 bulan. sbbnye assignment nie memerlukan aku mengsurfing dan membuat slide presentation sepanjang 2 bulan nie. (baru masuk 2 minggu pun aku dah rase overdose..niekan pulak nak abiskan 2 bulan?)

yg seronoknye tak dikejar dateline. dan selalu je dgn selambe blah dr ofis before pukul 6. ataupun kekadang ter tak sengaja terbukak website2 lain.(tak selalu. jarang2)

tp yg tak bape seronok, bile dgr cite bos suh berkampung di negeri mastautin klien; kelantan. terus terang. aku tanak. sbbnye. aku rase aku akan homesick. keduanye sbb kemungkinan aku sorang je pompuan. ketiga sbb aku ade byk event during weekend in april dan may.

org kate. baguslah. skali skala out station. bukannye buat pape sgt pun. just prepare slide dan training material. bolehlaa jalan2..waktu tu. aku dah terus terang je cakap. "korang nak buat ke? jom kite tukar" 

kawan2 pun same. alasannye leh tumpang tpt aku kalo diorg tetibe nak ke kelantan. ade yg lagi bagus, siap dah buat pre-order. haha. (Izma&Kimi, buat list elok2 k..nnt aku beli, aku pos laju kat korang ..;P) 

kalo yg dah selalu out station tu..mungkin akan cakap..alah..kecoh laa..aku kena anta smp barcelona tak bising pun. (kalo barcelona..aku pun nak g pakcik oi!) tp bg aku ..aku tak rela nak stay sebulan kat sane..

big boss ade tanye aku sama ada aku nak ikut atau tak.. aku hanye die sambil senyum nipis dan pandang big boss dgn pandangan yg bermaksud "bos, pls pls pls sgt ..saye tanak duk kat sane selama sebulan. saye merayu"..boleh plak pastu die pun buat benda yg same aku buat. maknenye masih KIV laa statusnye..

hal kawen

asalkan cuti sekolah je..org lumbe2 nak kawen..

asalkan org nak kawen je..mesti time cuti sekolah..

haha..sabtu lepas aku g reception ex-classmate mase kat SEMESTA dulu..macam dejavu bile g dewan kenduri tu..alkisahnye..dah 4 kali aku g kenduri kat situ..adik aku, kawan aku (Kimi&Izma), dan 2 org ex classmate aku..kalo jadilaa adik bongsu aku kawen bulan 10 nie..mungkin akan jadi kali ke 5 aku akan g kenduri kat dewan tu..(plsss laa buat kat tpt lain..k?)

sabtu nie..aku akan ke kenduri kawen lagi..sinonim laa..name pun cuti sekolah..kenduri sokmo laa..nie pulak admin staff kat tpt keja aku yg 3 tahun lagi mude dari aku..woah..tercabar gak laa..:p

aku duk observe2 org yg dah lame kawen..baru kawen 6 bulan..baru sgt kawen..bakal nak kawen..dan org yg asik ade masalah cinta..ehem2..mmg terbukti laa teori..sume org ade jodohnye masing2..cume cepat atau lambat je..

ade pasangan yg aku tgk..sorang kurus sorang berisi..sorang cerah sorang hitam manis..sorang phd sorang spm..suami muda isteri matang..so tadek laa prequisite utk mengatakan org tu tak kawen lagi sbb tak lawa laa..tak hensem laa..gemuk laa..kurus laa..yang pendingnye cume urusan jodoh tu aje..(kesimpulannye..tunggu saje laa?) 

nak tunggu saje pun boleh..nak tunggu sambil amalkan doa2 dan mencari2 pun boleh..

aku? dah malas nak mencari. dan nak kate menunggu pun tidak. sbbnye aku dah penat dgn hal mr.x . pastu hal en.h plak.. dan hal seseorg yg aku rase die cool..tp upenye org yg bajet hanye org yg cool dan cantik molek je deserve to be with him..so whateva laa kan..

lagipun..buat ape laa penat2 mencari..kalo akhirnye upenye jodoh aku tu ade kat Korea ? huh..penat tu.. :P

so..konklusinye disini..sape yg dah kawen tu..takyah laa bajet cool nak tanye "ko bile plak" ..or bajet show off..bgtau "seronok tau kawen..rugi kawen lambat"(aku tertanye..kawen utk berseronok ke?)..sbbnye soklan2 dan pertanyaan tu..mmg tadek jawapan yg nyata dan jelas..melainkan jawapan2 yg sinis atau mungkin akan sedikit mengguris perasaan..spt :

aku mmg nak kawen..tp dah ko rampas calon aku..nak wat camne?

atau pun

aku nak wat wedding kat istana negara..mane kelas buat kat sini je..

atau pun

amboi2 mentang2 hang dah lepas..xyah laa nak berlagak.

hahahaha...tu cthnye2..di petik dari hasil perbualan lunch aku n rakan2..which is obviously aku tak kan pakai pada hari sabtu nie..dan pada kenduri member bulan 4 nie..mahupun pada kenduri kazen bulan 5 nie..sbb aku dah ade jawapan default yg akan aku sampaikan dgn tegas walaupun x membawa ape2 maksud..

korang carikan calon. nak yg muke mcm dot dot dot. rajin g masjid. pandai memasak. pandai kemas umah. pandai cari duit. pandai jaga anak. pandai urut.

p/s: aku malas nak bawak escort ke kenduri kazen aku yg besar tu. seorg kawan menasihati aku. tak perlu berpura2. nnt mungkin boleh jd kerugian, kalo2 ade org yg nak ngorat tp tak jd sbb nampak dah berteman. sebenarnye. aku dah jadi tak kisah-  tak kisah org bertanye. yg aku kisahkan adelah aku nak berseronok with all my cousins on that day

i gotta feeling~

flash mob - a group of people who converge on a spot with little forewarning, perform some action (usually a protest or a dance), and disperse quickly..

my bff, Mawar, shared this cool stuff with me.

white , orange+pink, grey . . .

time flies like .. flies eh? without noticing it, it will be like 2 mths left before my cousin's wedding. last week, my aunt had briefed us the color code for the wedding - beige/white for the solemnization, orange+pink for the night reception, and grey for the bridegroom's reception. i think it had been a tradition for us the family to ensure that we observe the color code, and as i want to take some berkat from the ceremony, i had started window shopping for the fabric materials. for now, i had only fabric material for the grey/silver reception. which i am planning to turn into something like this:

for the white theme, i will go for english cotton. whilst the pink+orange still undecided. mcm aku plak yg nak kawin ek? nothing to be fuss about..as it sumthing common in our family..esp the cousins..to dress up for the family events..

a sign of ageing . .

Recently, my insurance agent called me to arrange for a lunch appointment with me. I decided to have the lunch at a restaurant nearby the office. As expected, my colleagues were asking me about the insurance agent with pre-assumptions that we're an item (which is not). but this particular conversation was one that i found the most interesting of all:

Manager A: nadia, who's that guy?
Me: a human
Manager A: haha, how long u've been together?
Me: we've never been together, he's my insurance agent
Manager A: owh, what a handsome insurance agent!
Me: indeed! by the way he's 2 years younger than me.
Manager A: no wonder, as i did noticed that

then suddenly Manager B interrupt, by jokingly said

Manager B: manager A, do you have to tell straight to her face that she looks older than that guy? 

(this was then followed by an eruption of laughter from all of us there)

maybe the sign of ageing had start to show off. maybe i had to frown lesser, smiles more. or buy the olay total effects? ahahahha

aku dan keja

minggu nie adalah minggu yg penuh disaster. .

hari isnin tu, pepagi dah bekejar ke sana sini, buat preparation utk principal auditor yg nak dtg utk cek working paper. nasib baik aku pakai baju kurung lame yg sgt selesa, so memudahkan pergerakan ke sana sini. menjelang petang, tetibe manager in charge bgtau aku ade problem dgn schedule provided by client. aku buat bodoh je. sbb aku assume once dah cek by her, sume dah ok. so this is not my problem. aku malas nak layan. aku cabut awal. nak jadi cite jumpe kawan lame plak. memule aku rase ragu2 nak tego, sbbnye aku mmg sgt selekeh pada hari tu, plus sbb dah skip byk kali gym session (thanx to this job) aku rase kg aku dah bertambah. tp aku pk ape salahnye. so aku tego jelaa. die agak terkejut. maybe kebetulannye die tgh engage on the phone, aku rase tak perlulaa aku nak berlamaan kat situ. org tgh sibuk, tak perlu nak ditunggu.

hari berikutnye, sbb aku nie jenis tak reti say "No", aku telah dgn suka relanye buat keja amal lepas abis ofis hour. hurm. mungkin sbb aku tak bape nak ikhlas buat keja tu, akibatnye keesokkan harinya, nyaris2 manager in charge nak kena marah dgn partner. (seb baik die tadek mase tu). aku terus buat disclaimer yg tak boleh nak salahkan aku sbb aku tau ape cite pasal co. tu plus mase yg dibagi sgt terhad, bukan job yg diassign utk aku dan paling penting, suh aku buat pas office hour. (aku sgt berkira dgn waktu keja kat sini, sbb diorg pun sgt berkira)

bile dah masuk hari kamis, aku dah rase sgt2 penat. penat sbb dah lame tak work out. penat sbb kena buat mcm2 benda yg bukan skop keja aku dan penat sbb aku mmg tak sihat minggu tu. hari kamis tu, aku nekad utk cabut tepat kul 5.30. plan aku nak tido 8.30mlm-5.30 pagi.  malangnye, bile sampai kat jalan kuching, (satu2 nye jalan ke arah umah aku dr kl), aku terperangkap dlm jam selama sejam setengah, lebih tepat lagi dr 7.30 ptg - 9 mlm..nasib baik aku duk dlm rapid kl yg ade seat sgt selesa tu. cume nasib tak baiknye, aku sgt lapar (pengajaran: kena selalu letak sebungkus biskut / buah dgn air dlm hangbag).. rupenye..ade accident melibatkan 3 buah kereta n satu kematian..

jumaat tu, kepenatan aku mmg tak terbendung lagi. jadi skali lagi, dikala sume org tgh konsentret buat keja pada 5.30 ptg, aku dgn tangkasnye telah mengemas bag dan balik umah. peduli ape org nak kata. asalkan keja aku siap.

the prettiest thing . .

Cooling down the heat with this jazzy tunes from norah jones..



Norah Jones - The Prettiest Thing

The prettiest thing
I ever did see
Was lightning from the top of a cloud
Moving through the dark a million miles an hour
With somewhere to be

So why does it seem
Like a picture
Hanging up on someone else's wall
Lately I just haven't been myself at all
It's heavy on my mind

I'm dreamin' again
Like I've always been
And way down low
I still know

The prettiest thing
I ever did see
Was dusty as the handle on the door
Rusty as a nail stuck in the old pine floor
Looks like home to me

Now I'm dreamin' again
Like I've always been
And way down low
I'm thinkin' of the prettiest thing

i hate..but i love . .

as usual. life been very hectic. trying my best to catch up with almost everything. though there were times, things kinda get out of my control. which i fret about it sumtimes but most of the times, i just let if go with the flow.

i hate the fact that i had/have . .
1. to work on 1st saturday of every months. it consumed extra energy, time and $$$
2. to work with ppl (not all) who pretending to know everything, and at the end, they just give me rubbish
3. to learn to forget about him. but i had no choice. he is just not the one.
4. to find an escort for my cousin's wedding reception. haih~
5. no gut to say no to my superior whenever they kept assigning new task after another. 
6. my dell laptop is experiencing system error. i kinda loss count, of how many times i had been using the force shutdown. 

but, i love the fact that i had/have
1. great bbq session with close frens last month. though, we did not have the best marinate recipe for the chickens or the lamb, plus we were a bit unorganized too, but still we managed to pull out a great get together session! next session will be a pool bbq, perhaps?
2. great movie marathon session with my fren, Sue. we watched valentine's day while drooling over dr.mc dreamy and dr.mc steamy. this was then followed by percy jackson. A movie with simple plot, with not too extravagant casting but still entertaining and quite informative too.
3. spent only rm120 for a jacket and a dress last week. enuff said.
4. find my courage to say what's on my mind to him before i ended up everything.
5. decided to go to Singapore USS this Nov and S.Korea, June '11. Something that will motivate me to keep holding on.
6.  been confirmed. (of course with bit $$$)..
 
p/s: am becoming very tired lately. and agitated too. why?

pencarian . .

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